Friday, March 25, 2011

Here I go

First of all it feels so good to read all the crap after such a long time. Its been almost a year that I have visited my own blog.Seeing all the drafted posts ,all the little things I have scribbled,all the feelings that I was going through while writing each one of them,just thinking of all of these is refreshing.

I could read my last post on the blog and it reminded me of the time when I had my life taking a strange turn.The post may not be very clear but to me every line had something in it and I remember every moment of it.Hell everything has changed so much.

Starting this blog has always been in some corner of my mind but I could not find a right moment to go on with it.All this while I have been sailing through my life.Moments which have crushed me literally,moments I still don't want to be reminded of and of course moments which have motivated me to stand up all this while.
As they say "Life goes On",its going on for me..rather its running for me all the time.
Well the first change I see,I am no more a college student and thats a lot for a person who would run away from a serious life.
I am out of the perfect world that I always lived in. I understand that Life is a game that one plays according to the rules.
I seemed to have acquired some negativity which I am continuously trying to get rid of.

Just minutes ago I was with a old friend living my old days, having discussions on all the irrelevant things,discussing about all the stupid things that have happened to us.
It was really energising.All the sleepless nights and the sleepy mornings ,everything was coming back to me.
Just then this very thought of writing something struck to me as it has always been very close to me.
There is a sense of satisfaction now that has been missing for a long time.
Well I just hope that its just the beginning of a very good story !!