Wednesday, August 6, 2008

I m Screwed

Atlast i have started working on a project....And yeah..first of all thanks to Mr.BILL GATES...for providing an excellent platform for building websites...!! wow,MICROSOFT is really great...!
But inspite of having everything , the progress in the project is NIL...First of all working in a team is helluva challenging..coz there are many brains working on a project ...MANy brains Many Ideas...so you keep on discussing on these ideas often and coming to conclusion is really very different... In my case we are 9.. then the hardest part is knowing what to do. swear its been 14 hours of mind freaking now and i have still not known what i want to do!!!
I felt like this designing websites and all...particularly asp.net is a cake walk..but now i really realize its not so..designing a page...is one helluva challenging task..the fonts.,the layouts,the color...well..really not easy to choose!! and once you are done with it then implementing those ideas is another big challenge... !!!
Managing different modules simultaneously is a real challenge..becoz we are really not sure what other person is doing..and the project on the whole is interdependent...so its kinda complex ..also i m not any genius who can understand everything in one go...I need time to understand those tricky things involved!!
at this point i feel..man JAVA was made for me ..this Web develpment is not my cup of tea!!
But at this time..i cant help it coz training is half way done and i am not allowed to change now...If have taken up the challenge i must complete it !!but the thing is one tends to panic when after so much of input you find no result....

May be i dont have any creativity , may be i cant think off the track ,maybe the best funda of copying projects from google is the only solutin for me :-( ...may be if i try hard i can..may be i am worrying too much !!!

I am screwed....I am screwed ...I am screwed !!!

1 comment:

Rimmi said...

u r creative...u must know that...it's not me who wrote all those poems n this bog is not mine either...it's all ur's n all ur brain...
u r worrying too much...no doubt in that...
dun panic...just keep on doing ur best n u'll be where u want to be....u'll get whatever u want...may be better....who knows???
Try n keep on doing that....dun give uppp!!! not now...
U CAN DO IT!!!
BE POSITIVE!!!
GOOD LUCK!!!